Right so I'm stuck at the Hilton Garden Inn this weekend, and not only is it a lovely hotel and has a pool, but the breakfast is the bomb! Ok but really I was so bored yesterday that I posted three new YouTube videos; none of which were creative may I add. I think I even posted a video of me singing really awfully, I can't remember because the boredom has let me for get!
I tried to work on 'Contest' the story I have on Wattpad, but failed because I couldn't focus. Then I tried to practice my ASL, once again failing. I finally had to give up and start watching 'Baby Mama' before my awesome boyfriend started to text me about wanting to go to College in Chicago. I then proceeded to go on line to look up more colleges in London and Manchester; discovering one that I think my lovely sister would enjoy going to located in London. I then realized I had no idea what kind of law I wanted to study, let alone I have to make up my mind, Music or Law. Plus the cost of living and everything else. I swear I might die of a heart attack before I even get the chance to even think about paying for the cost of living!
And if I thought I was going to have to step up my work at school I was wrong, I'm going to have to do it 10x over time! I need to get my ass so far into gear that I'm thinking about going to iSchool high for the last two years just to have some credits behind me too look like I worked even harder! I mean no one is even pressuring me to do any of this, it's all me and my stressing pain in the butt! I'm going to have to step it up way more than I thought, plus I'll have to get a job, stay in band and take some of the law classes they offer at my high school. I mean I've never wanted anything so bad like this!
I'm going to be testing both my friends and my own limits! I don't think with my busy planned schedule for next year I'll have that much free time, and when I do I'm sure it will go to trying to get money to save up for living cost. Even as I type my head is spinning with the words of 'Finger Back' by Vampire Weekend and thoughts of College. Slightly mixed with my boyfriend now that someone is questioning me about him!
So I guess I'm no longer filled with boredom but worry now... shizzat now I have to do something to get my mind off of this crazy world we live in! Doctor Who it is!
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