Little People with BIG Dreams

So I don't come from the most 'privileged' family, but as being a teenage girl I still having the highest hopes and some of the big dreams. I dream about being rich and famous because it's something I'm not. I know it's unlikely like the rest of my my life's hopes and dreams, but I really do almost everything to making some of my dreams come true. Like having to make good grades for my dream school, something that I'm more than capable of doing.

But then there are other dreams that seem unlikely; like becoming rich and famous. It's something that I more than dream of, it's one of the few things that cross my mind daily. And when something like that crosses your mind like that daily you see what little you think you have, but I'm really not that hard on my self. Sure my dreams get let down but I always have my family and friends. 

My dreams consist of this:

• be a singer (which I can't carry a note at all)
• be a world famous writer (possible but also not)
• travel the world (too broke)
• see concerts and meet the singers (too poor)
• be an awesome music producer (too weird)
• be an awesome photographer (too shitty of a camera)

Basically I have dreams that for me are not the easiest to achieve.

but sometimes that just makes a person try harder, it just makes me scared and lonely. Thank to make my feel better all I have to do is someone happy and smiling. I'm not too hard to cheer up. But I'm so hard on myself every minute of the day, Like right now I could be cleaning my room to go to my friends house for a sleep over, but I am not. I'm writing this. 

so comment what your dreams and goals in life are! Or tell me on twitter! @Gabby_Annette

Spain and Romano VS. The Cinnamon Challenge

My best friends Kody and MarMar as Spain and Romano from Hetalia!
Spain beats the system of the Cinnamon challenge.

Hotel Boredom(Worried)

Right so I'm stuck at the Hilton Garden Inn this weekend, and not only is it a lovely hotel and has a pool, but the breakfast is the bomb! Ok but really I was so bored yesterday that I posted three new YouTube videos; none of which were creative may I add. I think I even posted a video of me singing really awfully, I can't remember because the boredom has let me for get!

I tried to work on 'Contest' the story I have on Wattpad, but failed because I couldn't focus. Then I tried to practice my ASL, once again failing. I finally had to give up and start watching 'Baby Mama' before my awesome boyfriend started to text me about wanting to go to College in Chicago. I then proceeded to go on line to look up more colleges in London and Manchester; discovering one that I think my lovely sister would enjoy going to located in London. I then realized I had no idea what kind of law I wanted to study, let alone I have to make up my mind, Music or Law. Plus the cost of living and everything else. I swear I might die of a heart attack before I even get the chance to even think about paying for the cost of living!

And if I thought I was going to have to step up my work at school I was wrong, I'm going to have to do it 10x over time! I need to get my ass so far into gear that I'm thinking about going to iSchool high for the last two years just to have some credits behind me too look like I worked even harder! I mean no one is even pressuring me to do any of this, it's all me and my stressing pain in the butt! I'm going to have to step it up way more than I thought, plus I'll have to get a job, stay in band and take some of the law classes they offer at my high school. I mean I've never wanted anything so bad like this!

I'm going to be testing both my friends and my own limits! I don't think with my busy planned schedule for next year I'll have that much free time, and when I do I'm sure it will go to trying to get money to save up for living cost. Even as I type my head is spinning with the words of 'Finger Back' by Vampire Weekend and thoughts of College. Slightly mixed with my boyfriend now that someone is questioning me about him!

So I guess I'm no longer filled with boredom but worry now... shizzat now I have to do something to get my mind off of this crazy world we live in! Doctor Who it is!

Official Relationship

As I sit here typing up this, I am very have to say I am in my first High School Relationship (HSR). I know it's just a little thing, but I've never been in a (HSR) so it's really cool for me. And he's super cool, we've known each other through school for the past year. And he love Doctor Who like I do; tho I feel like I slightly embarrass him by my awkward nerdy weirdness.

I really hope we take it slow too, I mean an idiotic friend of mine once said my times to me "Leave room for Jesus!". I took her advice these first two dates, and I plan on taking it slow, I just hope he feel the same way. I know we will have to talk about it.

SO the first date we went to see Monster University; which is a very good movie and I am happy to say I enjoyed every moment of it, and then as our second date we went to have a lunch at a wonderful Chinese restaurant  I know that it's a bit backwards. My three friends did me a favor and stalked up while we were eating. Meg, Mitch, and Chrissy decided as a favor to me and to let my sister know I had someone watching me; put on some of my cosplay wigs at follow us to the restaurant to have lunch while watching us. I'm so happy to say it was something that they did really get caught in. Although Meg did do something very reckless  but she didn't really know she was to be under cover. She went up to the window where we were sitting and did the 'I'm watching you' movement with her hand. I couldn't hold in my laugh so 'R' saw and laugh at her as well  which I'm happy he laughed and didn't completely freak out.


But yah, thanks to my there lovely older church friends, I would have to say my date went pretty well with 'R' and I hope he had as much fun as I did. We have a lot in common so I hope we last for a pretty fair time.

                            -Totally Awkward Teen
                                  Annette.

Top 10 Movies

So here's a list of my top Pick movies as of today:

1. Wizard of Oz
2. Nowhere Boy
3. RENT
4. Annie
5. Death of a Super Hero
6. Mulan
7. Katy Perry Part of Me 
8. Little Mermaid II
9. Warm Bodies
10. Breakfast Club

I have a ton more movies that I love, but right now these are my top 10 :D

What's some of your favorite movies?

App Review

Ok so I don't usually do stuff like this, but my friend Kim told me about this App and honestly I think it's great.

It's called: Whisper

and other than a few weird people on there it's amazing, if you have a smart phone I suggest downloading the App, you may like it more than you think.

I do think it could use a few improvement. Ex: you should be able to subscribe to people to see there 'whispers'. 

But really other than that, I really do see this app picking up fast, and just one suggestion: Famous people who are planing to use this app, please don't tell people it's you. 

10 Words

If I could describe myself in 10 words, this is how it would go:

1. dreamer
2. do-er
3. cosplayer
4. whovian
5. writer
6. curious
7. traveler
8. nice
9. creative
10. musician 

If you could describe yourself in 10 or less words, what would you put?

Saturday Boredom

As far as Saturdays go this one has been a tad boring for my taste, recently I've been watching 'Last of Us' the game-play on YouTube so that's been fairly good. I have a thing for zombies, it's a nerdy thing were I watch all things zombies and enjoy it a little to much for being a a girl.

And I'm getting into Homestuck and trying to finish it while planing my my Cosplay for it, I'm thinking Aradia. I already cosplay as Ukraine from Hetalia. I also have my own story line for a steampunk cosplay, I've written a back ground story and I'll try to post it on the blog but no promises. The steampunk is two characters name Ireland and Ingrid. 

Now I think I will go make some food! If you want you can comment your favorite food, or what foods you are good at making! :D



             Out For Now
                   - Awkward Hungry Girl.

Faces In A Tree by Winnet

Have a look, it's a beautiful song, sung by a beautiful woman.

20 Things Not to do in Life (for me)

This is just a general list of things I wouldn't do since I have common since:

1. don't have sex until you're ready
2. don't judge people on what they look like
3. don't judge people on who they love
4. don't let bad people talk you into bad things
5. don't let good things pass by
6. don't let the world scare you 
7. don't only listen to popular bands
8. don't let the people you love leave
9. don't change for any one, cause if they don't love you for you, they don't deserve you.
10. don't always be in a routine 
11. don't just blurt out what you are thinking
12. don't ignore the facts
13. don't believe in rumors
14. don't just stand by the sidelines
15. don't be an ass
16. don't be dull
17. don't let people's thoughts about you bring you down
18. don't be someone who lingers in the past
19. don't be perfect (like you could be)
20. don't be so hard on yourself

Happy Fourth of July

I hope you all had a very lovely Fourth of July like I did. And God bless America and you; unless you aren't a believer in Christ  cause then i just hope you have a happy life. :D

Hair Touch Ups

As a teenager it's perfectly normal to dye your hair, in fact I've done it three times so far, and tonight I'll be dying it again. 

My hair has been through so much, starting with the fact that I used to cut it when I was very little. I would cut it when I was bored and when my barbies had run out of hair for me to cut. I once thought of cutting my sister hair, but realized she would kill me if that happened.

After all that time of cutting and growing, my mom finally said that if I cut my hair one more time that she would shave it all off. Of course being an eight year old, I would do anything my mother told me not to do.(I'm still like that sometimes no lessons learned here)The next week she saw the small piece of hair on the floor and right away took me to the barber shop to get in cut all off.

My hair was originally a little past my shoulders at this point, but she had not gotten me a pixie, and in case you don't know what that means; it's a really short boy like hair cut like Anne Hathaway. Well at this point I was still looking pretty cute, and my sister 'T' went to my grandmothers a week later, and came back with the same hair cut. I secretly laughed because not only did my mother not like it, but 'T' couldn't really pull off the cute way I could.

After growing out for maybe 2nd-6th grade I had my hair around my mid back, it was long for a girl with crazy curly hair. When it was wet it went to my butt, just saying it was frigg'n long. So after a summer trip to my grandmother's and getting braces My mom decided to cut it off again. I mean to the shoulders, not another pixie, I would have died. So for the rest of the summer that happened.And for my birthday that year my mom finally let me get blonde highlighted bangs, it was so shitty after the a few months. All that year I could never figure out how to style my hair, do it was up most the time that year. After 7th grade I decided to rebel against my mom the way any teen would... no wait I didn't have sex and do drugs, I just dyed my hair black.

It took three days and myself actually telling her that I had  actually done it for her to realize. She ended up really not caring although the rest of the family did, my uncle would tease me. In the middle of the school year of 8th grade I decide to try and get back to my original light baby brown hair color, but even now I know that will never happen naturally or if I dye it. It's hard to get you official color back once you've dyed it.

But after spending the past year finding the perfect style and everything I'm finally going to dye it again to night, it's a 'Raspberry Truffle'oddly enough though it's not a red, it's more of an auburn red brown color, but it's nice. It's a lighter shade than the color I have now, the only sad part is that is will probably get hid of my slightly natural ombre from the blond bangs I had in the 6th grade. But I am ready to do something new.


                                Happy Hair to you
                                   -Awkward Girl-

Unknown Artist

Here's a list of old bands and new bands that don't have much action.

• Manolo Palma
• LMNT 
• Bowling for Soup
• expalmationpoint
• FranKo
• Cassidee
• Attaloss 
• The Pretty Shapes
• The Joint
• Rizzle Kicks
• Lizzie Tupman
• Dirt North
• The Cat Empire
• Rebecca Clements

That's all I got for you right now <3 love you 5

NEW WORDS

Shizzat-
meaning: super cool, a stand in for the word 'Shit' only less offensive and much more fun to say.
EX: Holy cow, that party was the shizzat
TXT Lingo: Shiz@


Ghost Song-
meaning- a song you like but you don't know who sings it, or what it is called.
EX: *cool song on the radio* "Who sings this?" "I dunno." 


Theses are just some words that I've been using a little too much also someone please help me figure this ghost song out:

"Ever since the day that we met, i couldn't get you out of my head.There was always something about you,ever chance that I seem to get... Jealousy keep in sane in me in side you'll see just what we could be,But I'm always to late, I'm too late; I see you but i always hesitate." That's all that i got on that song :)