Friday, December 27, 2013

Xmas

I have been on break and I have been writing a lot which I'm very proud of so here's a new blog post.

For Christmas I got a beautiful black kitten and iPad mini which came from my uncle and I was very surprised and very thankful for. I got a load of clothes for my father, a 10th doctor sonic screwdriver from Dr. Who from my mother, and many other presents from other family members which I am very thankful for. 

I've been working on my Wattpad stories, including a new one call "The Discovered". I plan for the New Year's is too finished all my books that are on Wattpad which I know I probably won't happen, so I'm just going to finishing two. You can keep up with my book statuses on Twitter (@Gabby_Annette) I'll try to post a couple chapters or links at least on here. Sorry for the short update now I have to go bye. 

     ~ awkward Annette 

Monday, December 23, 2013

Kitten Over Load

So on December 22nd I got a kitten and I named her Louie. 

Well the original plan was for me to get a kitten from someone else, but that didn't work out. So my mom took me to the Houston SPCA where we found a cute little boy cat. His name was Tommy Shaw. Well even though he was really playful, he just didn't like us so he kinda just stayed in the box. 

My mom told me she had three criteria of a cat for us to get it. 
1. Had to be a boy
2. He had to have short hair
3. He couldn't be too small

Well lets just say that Louie was only one of those things. 

So next to Tommy Shaw was a little girl kitten named Storm, she looked small and quiet but we brought her into the room anyway. And from the moment I saw her I knew she was the kitten I was going to take home with me. She's a little cuddles, even as I write this now she is curled up next to me sleeping. 

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Challenge

So there is a challenge for YouTubers from a long time ago, but seeing as I'm not a YouTuber am going to do this on my blog! :D 

Challenge:
1) last picture taken in phone: (aka IPod for me) 
2) Last person who text you: 
3)last person you called
4) last person you hugged:
5) last thing you ate
6) last thing you played (IPod, DS, or Xbox, Wii, PlayStaion, PC,Phone)
7) last thing you received from someone
8) last place you vistited
9) last thing you injured 
10) last thing you want see before you die

OK! Lets go!

1)
(Screen shots count right?)

2) Haley
3)Dad
4) I guess my sister, I don't know- I hug a lot of people
5) red velvet ice cream (BlueBell Ice Cream)
6) Temple Run 2 (IPod)
7) my mom got me hair dye for my birthday, so I guess that! 
8) the kitchen? (JK) Dallas, TX
9) my hand do to a citing incident...
10) either the person I love the most who is still alive or a playful kitten! 

DONE!!!!!! 

Well now you know a little more awkward things about me >.< 

     ~ Awkward Anne

Once Upon a Time (abc show)

Right so I was totally obsessed with this show this pasted season and it's flipping awesome and I never want to see Robbie Kay (Peter Pan) leave the show.  He's a super cool dude proven by his twitter because he has great taste in music and he actually tweets back at his fans unlike other famous people ( Ed Sheeran! Just kidding, I love that ginger!) 


I realize this looks a little creepy, but I could help myself I wanted to remember the moment forever. O.O <- creepy big eyes! lol, also now you can follow me and Robbie on Facebook! @RobbieKay_ & @Gabby_Annette ;D

Chem Pre AP

So I'm rage'n at my Chem. Pre AP teacher because I told that woman that I wanted to drop the class and she goes and tell the counselor that she doesn't think I should drop the course! So now I have to wait till semester to switch and it is going to mess up my GPA so bad! Now I'll never get into the college I want because this stupid female! 

Rage done... For now. 

Tell me about a time a teacher did something dumb that got you into a tight spot. Or a time you teacher was just plain hateful. 

      ~Awkward Girl

What is this?

Right so I can't help but like feel this way right now. I mean instead if me being all thankful for my friends and family, I'm questioning everything about the people I put my time and heart into. The people I thought I knew; the people I thought cared about me. But now as I start a another year of my life I see that maybe I was wrong; and that maybe a move would be the best for me. 

My birthday was this past Monday; Nov. 25. And I am just another year older, another year where I didn't achieve what I wanted to do. Another year full of lying to myself, lying to others (cause lets be honest; very one lies) and being lied to by others. And well frankly I'm done. At the end of this year my mother and I are supposed to move and I couldn't stand the thought of leaving all my friends behind. But now, I don't see a reason to stay. After all, my friends don't need me; they defiantly won't miss me when they have their boyfriends and each other still. 

So with this new leaf in my life I am not going to lie any more, I'm going to be honest with everyone; even if it will hurt someone's feelings. And I'm not taking any ones shit any more. It's about time I stood up for myself, and let everyone else see what it's like have my shoes on.

Honestly this whole past month has been shit for me. And I'm done. This is me growing a pair and taking shit anymore. 

Question Time-

Would you be pissed if a friend knew it was your birthday and didn't say anything for days?

Would you be pissed if a friend didn't tell you they were dating a dude, but they told everyone else?

Would you be pissed if a friend started dating a dude and you knew another friend liked him mega time and ditched to hang with him all the time?

Kittens or Puppies? :D

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Band Competition

So in a post I mentioned that I was a band competition recently so this is the story of how that shizzat went down:

7:45 a.m. Clock wakes me up so that I can start getting ready for a quick morning rehearsal on the field. I press dismiss thinking that I am fully awake and ready to go, but no I lay my head back down on the pillow and fall right to sleep. I wake up 20 minutes later and I see that I only have 15 minutes to get my lunch ready and pack all the things I would  need for that day(aka black socks, headphones and music player and lastly food). So of course the first thing I do is jump out of bed and fall on the ground like an idiot. I crawl to the bathroom and get up to clean my face and brush my teeth.

I slap on some makeup, and try to put my short hair back as much as possible, that took one hair tie and six hair clips. Ten minutes to go and my wonderful mother made me breakfast so I had to go eat that, I managed to shovel all that food down and not through up. ( it was toast an egg and OJ, don't laugh I really can't eat in the morning cause I feel funny all day if I do) 

I make it to band 7 minutes behind schedule of when I wanted to be there. Thank goodness I still had ten minutes to be on the field, so I run and grab my flute and head out to the field with a couple trombone players, Nat and Jordan (both girls) I make it on time and I felt awesome! 

Then the directors get out there and we start doing our warm up and stuff! I did all that pretty well and we start on part one of our awesome show 'How I Wonder' and I didn't have to march that but I didn't on accident. xD 

So after all that stuff we headed back to the band hall to get ready, (btw I was totally watching my spot and my crush march the whole time!)  so we're all dressed and ready to go and an awesome clarinet player is making a speech and I was all pumped and stuff web in the middle of his speech someone called him causing his phone to go 'beep beep' everyone laughed, not at him though.

So onto the bus we go and I didn't want to look at my crush on the way over there so I sat two seats in front of him. Then I ate half my sandwich and grapes then fell asleep with Seven Nation Army cover by the Glitch Mob blasting in my ears. If you haven't heard that song I recommend it, but fair warning it gets loud.

So after about 30 minutes of sleeping I woke up and played some games on my IPod to pass the time until we got to the competition. After that things just got crazy. So since I didn't have to march I had to help out and all them do stuff. But I think what I should point out is the big fact that it felt like 1000 degrees outside. And we had our long pants on, thank god they directors told us we didn't have to have our jackets on.

So after carrying around a heavy thingy that makes sound, I was hanging out with the other people who didn't have to march, one being my good friend Nancy who plays the clarinet. Well we had to put the plumes on the hats, and those things are annoying! So we start putting them on the hats skipping every other person to get the job done faster, and then I go back to get more and see we're almost done except for a few brass players, and one sax player. The one sax play happened to be my crush so of course I tried I avoid him as much as possible. But I was the only person near him so I had to do it! I almost fell trying to get away from him so fast. On the bright side I got a joke from Kasey D. A tube player as I was finishing up, she said: "You forgot my hat." (Tube players don't have hats, hints the joke of the matter)

So after that Nancy and I went to et water with a bass clarinet play (Swimmy). She's pretty coolio. I like her hair a lot, it's like a pixi that's a dark purple-ish red; sort of like wine. Any way after that Nancy and I were told that we going to head over to where the pit was, only we had no idea where that was, and we would have gone with our group only Mr.L told us to help him with something that it turned out he'd isn't really need help with at all.

We got completely lost so I suggested that we just head back to the band, and it was a good thing that we did because Mr.L was in his way over to the pit with Nemo and the soloist to do a sound check. So Nancy and I hiked it over with them where we met up with pit, and Trevor. (Trevor is that butt face dude that Mar-Mar thinks is attractive and the dude I have Theater with.) So we got the Soloist to sound check and then things went into double time, all I remember before the show was holding Natalie's hate and her saying something about see black dots. 

During the show the people who weren't marching were standing at ease in a line, and all I can recall from that was looking at my spot being marched awesomely and my feet feeling like they had been set on fire.

After that we were all dying from the heat, but thankfully it started to rain and we head home after about four hours of doing nothing on the bus.

Now that marching season is over things are slowing down in band and picking up in theater, we are doing 'The Pajama Games' for our musical this year. And I'm hoping I'll be prop master for this musical like I was for 'Picnic'. Only bad thing is is that now I will only see my crush at the lunch table if I sit there.

Random Photos


Back From The Dead

So I've been dead for a month, and I decided it would be good if I came back gave an update on how weird my life has been! 

So let me just start by saying, all the sick people at school (colds and flues) need to stay away from me, I get sick really easily and I missed three days of school from being sick and now I'm sick again and it sucks butt. My head hurts and my throat is on fire. On the bright side this happened after I got to spend all day with my crush (he will never be named ever on this site). I had a band competition in Conroe and ever though I didn't get to march me feet were on fire from standing in one place for too long! 

The play Picnic at school we are doing is coming along very nicely, we had all but one prop, a bicycle we couldn't get from anyone. Our company is doing very well. Along with our cosplay company, we are having a our first full on meeting with our new members next month, and all I have left to get for my Aradia cosplay is socks and a skirt. I found some Snazaroo on amazon from only $8.99 wish is pretty good I guess.

I'm sticking with Chem. Pre A.P and WHAP because I'm actually not that bad in it, I get a little lost in Chem. but other than that I'm doing pretty ok. I figured out that I really want to do Jazz Band next year because I don't have any friends in band, and I think that will be a good way of getting more into band. Our marching show 'How I Wonder' is beautiful, even though it has a few imperfection according to the directors. I didn't think I was going to like marching because of all the heat, but when I'm not marching I'm really upset that I don't get to be part of that side of awesome.

Um I can't really think of too much that happened other then that. Oh wait! Ok so I think I mentioned before that I HATE math before, well my Geometry teacher this year is Golden and he's awesome! For real I got my report card and I had a 87 on it cause I'm that awesome! 
~Well that's it for now
    Awkward Girl

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Crazy Life Run'n

So like my world is about to hit the ground running and I'm not sure I'm going to be able to keep up!! These next few months are going to be a big challenge, but it's one in slightly ready for.
 
I finally have to drop Chem Pre. A.P. so that I can keep my Chem grade up. For some reason I'm not doing too well in English; a subject I rock. And I'm make 'A's and 'B's in math; a subject I've been fail at all my life! WHAP is pretty easy, but I have a constant problem with falling asleep in the class xD 

In theater we just organized the whole department! Props 1&2 are in tiptop shape, I can't wait till next year when we get a new auditorium! Really that's it, now that we've started concert season in band I can relaxe and for on school a bit more and start working on Musical stuff! :) 


Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Baby Galloway!!!

Look at this little cutie!!! (Not me, I'm ugly) 
She looks just like her older sister!!! And just like her super cool, nice and awesome mom! Mrs. Galloway! 

Story Time!!! ~Trevor~

 So I was walking in the hallway when a guy friend of mine from Theater and Band walks up behind me and says.

"Where are you going band?" ~ Trevor

And I instantly thought he was an idiot because we have band together, but he had really just called me 'Band'. So according to brilliant Trevor my name is 'Band' and I go to a class called 'Gabby'... Silly boy. 

I continually laugh at him about this and told my friend Mar-Mar. (Though she refers to him as 'attractive man-boy') it was funny... I'm not weird! You just had to be there!!! 

Also on Monday after rehearsal I had Trevor help me put up the props... And I tripped on the stairs we built for Mrs. Potts' house. Despite what Trevor says I did not   trip on thin air, the bottom of on one of the suitcases I was putting up hit the stairs and I hurt myself..... My ear started bleeding due to the impact the suitcase it  with. Needless to say He laugh at me the whole time... That butt face monkey! 

 
That's MarMar! @Marlisa_MarMar 

And this is the smart ass Trevor (Aka Attractive  Man-Boy) -Trevor is also really good at being master carpenter and play lacrosse and base clarinet ~talented dude~-
 

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Busy Life

Hey sorry for bring so MIA recently, but with school back on life hey been a blur! When I started Marching band camp at the end of summer time just sped up and hasn't slowed down since. On a bright side I became Prop Master for Klein Drama's production of Picnic by someone what another... It's a great play.

I also recruited (with my friend MarMar) two new members for my Cosplay Company DereDere Cosplay (aka the DDC) a young Chandler (female) and Danielle (female.. Sorry if I spelled that wrong) and I guess we have a new Male cosplayer we added, his name is Ryan. So all in all we have Kotah, Jamey, JJ, MarMar, Chandler, Danielle, Ryan and myself in the company so far! Right now we're on a Homestuck Cosplay quest! I will be the lovely Aradia and Jade! 

And finally marching band news! Nothing new here in this department, I mean we finally are learning our 2nd and 3rd drills for our half time show. We had 3 games and this coming Friday will be our first home game at our field. I hope I'll be marching, this past games was the only one I didn't march. 

And Theater; our lovely department had a laser game that I couldn't make it to on Friday night because I had homework, and lots of it I should say. I still have to write up a lab report for Chem. Pre A.P. that class is driving me mad!

Really important question: If you (a girl or guy) had a friend who like the same person as you, but you never told that friend or the person that you like them, would stop perusing them? *( I might do a vote thing for that later)*

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Musical Soulmate

Ok, so I just finished watching Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist and oh my gosh, I am in dire need of a musical soulmate like Norah had with Nick.

If you haven't seen that movie, it should be on your must see list. It's cute and just awesome. 

I also wish that Vampire Weekend or someone would be like a Where's Fluffy type of thing where they make their true die hard fans look for them at 4 o'clock in the morning. Because who wouldn't get up at 4 in the morning and look you a band they worship? 

So you can leave a comment telling me what band you would follow,a dn if you've seen the movie! Also if you have any really good bands you want to suggest, I'll take a peak and check some out because I'm always looking for some really good music to listen to!

~ Music's the word . Xoxo Awkward Anne >.<

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Movie this Summer

So this summer I didn't really to to see too many movie in the theaters, but the ones I did see were awesome! Here's a quick list of what I saw, you can comment on what you thought of the movies if you've seen them!

  1. Monsters University 
  2. The Way Way Back
  3. Great Gatsby 
  4. Now You See Me
  5. Kick Ass 2
  6. Star Trek 
  7. World War Z
  8. Man of Steel
  9. Despicable Me 2
  10. Mortal Instrument 

Friday, August 23, 2013

Aradia Cosplay and Ukraine Cosplay

an Aries symbol like Aradia tattooed on my ankle 
Aradia:

  • Grey Body paint
  • ram horns
  • black shirt with the sign of Aries 
  • mid calf grey skirt
  • tall white sock with red stripe on top
  • black shoes
  • white out contact lenses 
  • long black wig
  • red makeup
Ukraine:
  • shirt blonde wig
  • light blue suspenders 
  • light blue pants
  • brown boots
  • plain long sleeved shirt with nice collar
  • dark blue head band
  • dark blue strip of cloth to make bow on collar 
  • light green or light blue contact lenses 
This is all of t=what I need for my two most important cosplays <3
Ukraine is nearly done and i only need four more things for Aradia to be complete as well! 

                    ~the cosplay nerd

Thursday, August 22, 2013

My new Anthem



I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath
Scared to rock the boat and make a mess
So I sat quietly, agreed politely
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing, so I fell for everything

You held me down, but I got up
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, you hear that sound
Like thunder, gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready cause I’ve had enough
I see it all, I see it now

[Chorus]
I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Louder, louder than a lion
Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You’re gonna hear me roar

Now I’m floating like a butterfly
Stinging like a bee I earned my stripes
I went from zero, to my own hero

You held me down, but I got up
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, you hear that sound
Like thunder, gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready ’cause I’ve had enough
I see it all, I see it now

[Chorus]
I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Louder, louder than a lion
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You’re gonna hear me roar
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You'll hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me ROAR...

Roar-or, roar-or, roar-or

I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Louder, louder than a lion
‘Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You’re gonna hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You'll hear me ROAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me ROAR...




I don't anything :D this is my new fav song 

Story Time

One time I was sitting in a room waiting for someone when I person I knew walk into the room... I quickly reached for a book so they couldn't see my face. I sat in my seat as they came over to me, I looked up from my book as I was really staring at my lap instead looking at the random pages the book was opened to.

"Whatcha reading?" He asked.

It wasn't till I looked for the title that I realized it was upside down.

THE END 

NEW LEVEL OF LAME.

  
xD I suck- Awkward Girl Anne.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Aradia from Homestuck

Here's a few photo's of Aradia from Homestuck, hopefully I'll have a few photo's of me in the cosplay soon xD


I hope you liked that little gallery. 
 I do not own any of these photos.  

Weird Things I Want

Here's just a really random list of 10 weird things I have a desire for... (that sounds really dirty xD )

  1. VCR ( I like old things like that)
  2. a new Claddagh ring
  3. Sailor Moon episodes (all including movies)
  4. a game cube (with a few classic games)
  5. A new Mocking jay pin because I gave mine away.
  6. a massive map on my wall of my room
  7. a Manchester United stuff
  8. flags from across the world
  9. cosplay wigs and props
  10. Doctor Who stuff in general! 

Yeah so, if you know me ;D

huh I guess comment something that you've always dreamed of having but never got. An old forgotten Christmas present perhaps ;D 
         lol- Awkward Anne =^O.O^=

Monday, August 19, 2013

Here's The One Story Thingy... :D

There he is. With his smug little girlfriend, in his smug outfit; which is way too relaxed for someone like him to come pick me up in. Both of them in their smug little 'lovey dovey' world. I could have that, if I wanted, which I don't and never will.

I don't even want to be here right now, I would much rather be sitting in Florida with my grandma and grandpa. That's where I usually spend my summers, not in boring o'l Dover, England. Lucky me Dover is having a heat wave; so the water won't freeze my ass off.

I look at Collin with his model like girlfriend holding a sign that says my name. Thank God he's my ex step brother, and not related to me in anyway.

I grew up with Collin as an older brother for 12 years. He and his mother were my family, but now he's just like an older ass hole cousin once removed. I haven't seen him or his mom Diane in few years, but he hasn't changed a bit since I last saw him. Oh wait I think he got taller, and gained a few pounds.

Diane I'd the only mother figure I have had in my life, so naturally we are close. Her son; not so much. She and my grandmother have been raising me to be a 'proper' young woman, but honestly since her and my father split it'd been mostly Nana and I personally. Diane still calls and Skypes and FaceBooks and stuff, but Nana is just closer to me now.

But after a long talk with Darrell; aka my father, they both decided it would be good for me to come visit her and Collin before I start my senior year in high school. So instead of being on my last trip to Florida and seeing my beach friends for the last time, I'm stuck in Dover with my ex mom and stuck up ass of an ex step brother.

The only good thing about Dover is that in my research looking up 'fun' things to do here is that; it's literally the coast of the English channel. I am a distance swimmer, so my goal while I'm in Dover will be to swim to France. And maybe while I'm in France I could have real French food.

I walk over to Collin and smack the sign he is holding out of his grip. Collin's bottle blonde girlfriend looks away from him and gives me the dirtiest look as I stare at them with one leg stretched out and both hands on my hips.

"Excuse you." She says in her British accent. In my mind I sneer a dirty remark at her in a fake accent.

For a moment I'm tempted to sign something in ASL. I decide against it seeing as I will have to go home with Collin and this girl. So instead I ignore her completely and smack Collin on the arm to get his attention. His eyes dart from the sign on the ground and looks at the girl at his side before his mint green eyes land on my face.

I resist the urge to blush, but I fail to hide my anger to the girl; as her presents irritates me. Collins face turns from shock to a big smile, which then turns to be a smirk as he shakes his hand loose from the girls and pulls me into a hug. A very tight hug.

If he wasn't squeezing my arms I would probably hug him back, but as luck would have it he is. I know in my heart I'm a bad person as I inhale his scent and close my eyes for a moment thinking of when we were younger. I release my breath and his scent as Collin steps back from his bear hug.

"Damn Ramona, you've grown like a whole two feet!" Collin laughs and wraps his arm around blonde beauty.
"Oh, Ramona this is Kayla! She's my girlfriend." he laughs as she pulls him close to her.

"Hi." I say flatly. "Where is Diane? She said she would be here to pick me up."

"Mum is working but she'll be at the Regency by the time we get there." He smiles putting his free arm around one of my bags to carry them.

I trail behind the two love birds as they giggle and talk. Collin angers me as he pays no attention to me and leaves me with a rolling bag that is twice the size of the bag he is carrying. I feel like smacking him again, but this will do noting but make him laugh and have his girlfriend be more bitchy.

Kayla's eyes look back at me as we walk out of Heathrow Airport and I feel a chill run up spine either from being in London or from her 'Bitch Please' look Kayla has sent me. I give a plain 'What the hell do you want' look right back. She rolls her eyes and kisses Collin's neck. He responds with a laugh and kisses her on her cheek.

I freely show me disgust with their affections as Kayla looks back at me again. She smirks at me. I give her the finger and she gives me a disgusted look and turns back to Collin as we reach the car; I quietly laugh at her. Collin unlocks the car and opens the trunk and puts the bag he is carrying into it. As Kayla gets into the car I lean against my luggage as I wait for Collin to put it in the trunk as well. He comes to get it. And looking me straight in the eye he says.

"I'm sorry."

Then as he reaches the luggage's handle he leans in and kisses me on the cheek discreetly. I blush, but he doesn't see it because he lifts the luggage up so he can put it into the trunk. I thank god he didn't see as I go over to drive's passenger door and open it and sit inside. For a moment Kayla and I are left alone in the car, and as I hear and feel the trunk close Kayla turns to me.

"He told me. And if you try anything with him, I'll fucking cut you." She says plainly. Then her face configures into a fake smile.
"So you have a boyfriend?" She asks in a happy peppy voice, but her other words ring in my ear for so ling I don't even notice that Collin is in the car.

"I did, but we broke it off because he switched schools." I blankly say.

 It's a lie though. I haven't had a real boyfriend in a couple years, and the last guy I dated stopped dating me because he could tell I didn't really like him.
I'm ok with that because I feel like I don't have enough time for guys, or enough heart to put out for someone. Not to mention I really couldn't careless about some stupid high school relationship thing.

As we pull onto the motorway it starts to drizzle. And then Kayla's questions start to begin,

"Oh that sucks, so what school do you go to?" She asks still fake smiling.

"Jay Flinch High School. I'm a senior." I say. I look at the Safire color gem on my class ring. I always wanted a real Safire ring.

"That's neat. What do you plan on doing while you're in town?" She presses on.

"Not dying of boredom. And maybe get a swim in or two." I laugh in my head as I think 'swim as far away from this place as possible.'

"Well it's nice and warm for you to do that." She laughs and Collin joins in. I remember about the 'heat' wave.

I pull out my phone and earphones as Kayla says something to Collin about going to see a movie later that night.

The music starts to play Claire De Lune as I look out the window and watch the other cars around us drive. The rain starts to pour down in buckets and my eyelids grow heavy. I slowly fall asleep to the melody and to the rhythmic patter of rain droplets.

"I'm sorry." I hear Collin echo in my ears as I feel the rain drench me from head to toe. And without warning a passionate kiss clashes with me lips, I allow myself to wrap my arms around the stranger and kiss them back.

As we release our kiss I squint my eyes through the rain to see it's Collin. But as I wipe the rain from my face I see that it is really Kayla. I'm blink a few times, but she does not turn back unto Collin, she only gross taller and closer. On my last blink she is in my face, smirk and all.

"I told you not to do anything." She says and before I know it she pulls a knife and I feel it slide into the left side of my body under my rib cage.

 I don't feel any pain but I still fall to my knees as blood soaks the dress I'm wearing. The rain water quickly becomes red, and I am suddenly on my hands gasping for air. And two pairs of legs appear before me; I lift my head up and squint to see perfectly dry Kayla and Collin. Kayla puts one arm around Collin's chest and leans her head on his arm.

He wraps the arm she is leaning on around her shoulders and uses his other arm to reach over to grab her face to pull her into a kiss. My head darts down and my wet hair covers my view of the two. My heat pounds hard as I look at the red water around me. I pull the knife out of my body and look at it; it's practically sparkling clean, not a spot of my blood.

A hand touches my chin and I am forced to look up at Collin's face. He smiles as he moves the wet hair from my face with his free hand that isn't under my chin. Even as the rain falls on him he is still warm and dry, untouched my the red water I'm creating.

"I lied." He says.

My eyes burst open. I look in front of me and see that Kayla is asleep. In my ears 'Backseat Serenade' is almost over. I take out one earphone and look at Collin who is driving with his fist clinching the wheel and his jaw shut tight. The radio is playing some random song that I don't know and can barley hear because it's on a low volume. Collin mumbles something that sound like 'fuck' and a few other words.

"Are we almost there?" I ask horsily.

"Um, yeah." he says and reaches to turn up the music but stops as his hand almost reaches the nob. "We should go to London on Saturday."

I don't say anything because it feels like a demand rather than a suggestion. I look out the window as the silence fills the car in every way possible. The ocean beyond the pavement and cars looks beautiful and I can't wait to walk along the beach next to it. I turn back to Collin who is still tense as he drives and waits foe my answer.

"Yah. That sounds like a good idea." I say unenthusiastically.

He loosens his grip on the wheel after I say that. He looks in the review mirror to look at me and I see the left corner or his mouth reach up into a half smile. I roll my eyes at his ego inflated stupid face. He pulls the other half up to match and laughs at me; which is way worse than a half smile smirk thing.

"So how has your life been without mum and I?" He asks eye now looking at the road again.

 "Um, quiet actually." I say jokingly.

The was a year long period of a lot of yelling going on in the house before Darrell and Diane finally broke it off. I would hide in my room and listen to music as loud as possible to drown out the fights. Some time Collin would come in the room, after yelling at them to stop fighting, and he would hold me in a tight hug until I stopped crying.

"Ha, that's good. You like your new house?" He laughs at my joke and continues with another question.

"Yah, the weird thing is that it's bigger than the house we lived in; it's even got a pool." I say and instantly think about sitting by the pool with my best friends drinking cold tea.

"I guess that would be because Darrell is making more money with his promotion than he was when we lived together." Collin laughs. "So anything other than that wild hair colour change?"

"It's not wild. It washes out, and yes I really did grow like a foot and a half. Oh and I got a new ear piercing and my hair is now to like my butt when it's straight." I say and reach for one of my long light brown waves that is a bright red at the tips. I make it into a mustache on my face and stick out my tongue at Collin.

"When are you going to cut it? And why'd you get a new piercing?" He asks lightly laughing at me with a smirk.

"I'm never going to cut my hair shorter than where it is at right now. And as for the piercing I was going through a rebellious faze with Darrell and Nana." I laugh and twirl the strand of my hair.

"I would have loved to have seen that! I bet Darrell was pissed with you! I remember being ground for a week when I got my piercing when I was 16, god I was so mad at mum and Darrell for being mad about it." Collin laughs think about the past groundings he has had.

I remember all that week he just came in my room and played games with my on my game cube. He didn't really like them because they were all girlie; the only game that really appealed to him was Mario Kart but I always won so he didn't want to play it. We had fun that week and even though he never played video games with me after that week I still bet I could beat him at Mario Kart still.

"Actually no, but mainly because he knows I was going through a rough time. After you and Diane left I kinda lost all my friends,"

I sigh "and that got me even more depressed and then I started messing with the wrong people, but I was only that way for about six months."

"That sucks, I'm sorry all that happened because of me." He says.

"It wasn't all you I was sad about Collin. I had other people I cared about too, they left me way worse than you did. I knew you were leaving, I didn't have a clue about the others." I say as my cheeks heat up with anger and my eye swell with tears.

"I'm just saying sorry Ramona, no need to be bitchy." He says grip the wheel in fist again.

"Fuck Collin I don't need or want your lame apology. It happened years ago and I got over it, I've had plenty of guys since you've left." I say angrily.

"Fine." He replies flatly.

I grab my earphones and aggressively plug them back in my ears as 'Dance Dance' by the Fall Out Boys ends and 'Some Where in Neverland' by The Downtown Fiction starts. I look at my phone and look on my FaceBook and see all the fun beach things my friends are doing; thankfully they are saying how much they miss me.

I take a quick snap of the view outside the window as Collin drives. I put it on FaceBook and Instagram and Twitter showing everyone the I've arrived in Dover some what safe in a way.

I wouldn't say I'm popular, I wouldn't even go as far to say I'm cool in anyway. But I guess I'm nice and I connect with people in a way that makes them feel comfortable. So because of that I have a decent number of friends on FaceBook a pretty good number of people on Twitter and Instagram, not enough to make me popular or anything.

I get a tweet my friend: '@Ellis_DipMe5 Come back to me my darling @RamonaKnows'

I laugh out loud and I feel Collin's glare on me as I tweet back at her.

'@Ellis_DipMe5 I wish I could be anywhere else but here with cocky grumpy face!'

I purposely point Collin out that way because I know he follows me on twitter and that it will offend him.
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Yah Hey, I didn't know it was going to be this long xD but I hope you liked it... if you didn't maybe you could suggest ways to make it more interesting @: loesergabbyannette@gmail.com


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Sunday, August 18, 2013

Happy Birthday Dad! ~

So I just wanted to say happy birthday to the man that half my genes came from <3

Happy Birthday dad! Sorry I can't be with you on this special day, but maybe later we can do something~

I love you so much xoxo- Annette 

What The Shizzat at Dude??? =O.O=

So I just wanted to start off by saying =O.O= Meow! 

Hello sexy! What brings you here? -.0 is it my awkward words you came to see???hmmm? Don't lie to me I know it was! 

so I'm going to be posting a bit of a story I started last week, bow usually my best friend MarMar reads it and tells me because I trust her with like everything! But this time after continuing the story a little farther I want to share the first chapter or so with you to see how you like it.

Also my good friend Abby M. has just about finished with her book Empty but Fearless and I'll be reading it, well I have been reading it xD. And let me tell you this, I think you'll like it way more than the Hunger Games if you read it or seen it. I know I'm only a couple chapters in and I think it's the best thing I've read this summer. Sorry wattpad writers that I love but Abby has got you good!

And even though R and I broke you I just want to you check out some of his music and he started a blog I guess... Yah so that happened I'll try to up some links you guys!

Let's see I did some cosplay things! If you haven't check it out yet here's my Ukraine from Hetalia cosplay Tumblr: UkrianeNation
Also I have my Awkward Anne Tumblr if you ever wanna check that out it's just got all of my other cosplays!:Awkward Girl

ANd I will leave this post with a photo of me in my Aradia cosplay from Homestuck... minus the horns cause a little someone name Kotah hasn't finished them >:) (it's supposed to be a scowling face but with a happy face because I could never be mad at Kotah!)



Check out Some Twitters ;D 
me: @Gabby_Annette
MarMar: @Marlisa_MarMar

and Check out Kotah's Cosplay tumblr! :http://ralonaroars.tumblr.com/
she's got some really cute stuff going on ;D (and if you could encourage her to finish my horns>.< jk!)

Also he's new blog (Yay):  http://beingrobbyd.blogspot.com/

Thank You for supporting me <3